I'm consuming copious amounts of milo powder trying to stay awake because it's the only edible thing around now.
Today, I managed to sit still for nearly 5 hours, my most remarkable achievement since the A Levels. This has to continue for the next 5 days if I am to finish cartilage, skin, mammary glands, lymphatics, enzymes, DNA, and nerves & vessels of the lower limb on time. You get the idea.

This period of studying for CAs has taught me how hard it is, and how hard it's going to be.
It's painful having to put in at least 2-3 hours of revision daily just to keep up with work, and having to spend 4 weeks slogging through 2 months of work for a CA that's worth 10%. And because everyone else is so bright, it makes me feel a little more miserable.
It's times like these that I have to keep reminding myself what I'm here for, but that's something I will take a long time to discover. I pray for strength and sustenance over the next 5 days.