I feel as though I'm swimming around in a sea of question marks with no answers. I hate waiting without knowing, and I hate not having a clear plan of what is ahead. After all, according to my psychometric test analysis, I'm tough-minded and conventional. I need order and organization, which is everything I don't have right now.

In 26 days, I have to reply to UPenn. Not that I'm fickle, but I don't think I can make a decision in a mere 3 weeks because there are just too many things to consider. For one, not all my admission decisions may be out.
Upon hearing seniors' accounts of life at UPenn, I feel so excited at the prospect of an overseas education. I want to, but looking at things from a practical perspective, maybe not. After all, NUS is much closer to home than Penn, requires much less finances, and it does have one of the most established Engineering faculties in the world.

It is a choice, but choices make things too difficult.