I am so screwed.
Today was particularly upsetting. I wasn't expecting to do well for CTs, but to see for yourself that you're actually that lousy is really shocking.
Chem paper was a heart stopping moment, seeing my first big fat U and realising how screwed I actually am. I harbored the faintest hopes for Econs and Math, and they failed terribly at being morale boosters.
This dreadful feeling is like flailing hopelessly in the depths of some unknown ocean.

CTs were a death sentence. I am now condemning myself to abstinence from dance and faithfully mugging everyday. yea I know I ought to be anyway.
A Levels are in 4 months.
God bless us all, I need some sort of miracle.