I've finally finished the SSEF report, submission tomorrow. Here ends one nightmare and marks the start of nightmares leading up to my H3 report submission and oral defence in March.
I'm honestly just irritated with everything to do with research. I've slept for less than 4 hours in the past 2 days combined, just editing the report to make it look more presentable.
But from the looks of it, it's not going to work. The mentor said he wasn't too hopeful about my project. Neither am I, but I would be lying if I said I wouldn't be disappointed if I didn't even get selected for SSEF. After the whole June holidays and half of my year-end hols in the institute, the hours of report writing, I was hoping something good would come out of it. Looks like nothing has, and the worst thing is I didn't enjoy the process.
First 2 days of school, plagued with Arenes, Macroeconomics, Fields, Vectors. Feels awful to plunge into work again, but I really understand how important this year is.
So surreal to think about us as IP4s. Looking at the new intake, I want to be IP1 again. It's so intimidating to think of As at the end of the year, how we'll all be no-lifers simply studying and getting fat. shucks, I don't need any more lipids than I have now.
Dance has been tiring, the first of physical activity after a long hiatus. Stamina's long gone, especially doing the Dan-like things.
Today was especially horrible because I was so tired. Then 2 hours of Filet later, we decided to let Mr Dan stretch us. ohmytian, he pushed the leg down to the floor and ignored my squeals of protest. For the record, it hurt like mad.
I'm honestly just irritated with everything to do with research. I've slept for less than 4 hours in the past 2 days combined, just editing the report to make it look more presentable.
But from the looks of it, it's not going to work. The mentor said he wasn't too hopeful about my project. Neither am I, but I would be lying if I said I wouldn't be disappointed if I didn't even get selected for SSEF. After the whole June holidays and half of my year-end hols in the institute, the hours of report writing, I was hoping something good would come out of it. Looks like nothing has, and the worst thing is I didn't enjoy the process.
First 2 days of school, plagued with Arenes, Macroeconomics, Fields, Vectors. Feels awful to plunge into work again, but I really understand how important this year is.
So surreal to think about us as IP4s. Looking at the new intake, I want to be IP1 again. It's so intimidating to think of As at the end of the year, how we'll all be no-lifers simply studying and getting fat. shucks, I don't need any more lipids than I have now.
Dance has been tiring, the first of physical activity after a long hiatus. Stamina's long gone, especially doing the Dan-like things.
Today was especially horrible because I was so tired. Then 2 hours of Filet later, we decided to let Mr Dan stretch us. ohmytian, he pushed the leg down to the floor and ignored my squeals of protest. For the record, it hurt like mad.
